My mind is a library
Book after book after book
There’s a few dusty, untouched
Maybe they’re worth opening
Incoming
A flood of emotions
Drenching those pages
Those pages I dared never to revisit
Mistakes
Regrets
Moments I would rather forget
But forgetting is not a solution
Seeking forgiveness is a must
Dear God, help me find me
Forgive me
Reassure me
Remind me
That these forgotten pages were tests
Faded answers I would only get
If I learned to appreciate the organised mess
Of my thoughts
For lost thoughts are linked to emotions
And emotions connect me to God
A reminder that life is a constant cliffhanger
To not let emotions build up into anger
But rewrite them as lessons to be learnt
To be remembered
To be taught
To help me gain the blessings to be earned
My mind is a library
Book after book after book
A new chapter begins
Old memories unforgotten
